Monstrous that all the... «The Anatomy Lesson»

Monstrous that all the world's suffering is good to me inasmuch as it's grist to my mill, that all I can do, when confronted with anyone's story, is to wish to turn it into material, but if that's the way one is possessed, that is the way one is possessed. There's a demonic side to this business that the Nobel Prize committee doesn't talk much about.